As an artist, you'll only see what you're looking for.
If you're looking for reasons why you aren't good enough, you'll find more reasons to believe that you aren't good enough.
If you're looking for reasons why the world isn't working in your favor, you'll find more reasons why the world is working against you.
If you're looking for reasons as to why you're a victim, you'll find yourself in more and more situations in which you're a victim.
If, on the other hand, you're looking for all of the ways in which you're good enough, how the world is working in your favor and and the fact that you have the power to determine your future, you'll find more and more confidence, better opportunities and ever-increasing power.
The world isn't conspiring against you, the world is neutral - it's how you choose to perceive the world that determines what your world looks like.
The power to change the lens through which you see yourself and the world is yours and yours alone - claim it.